Sometimes I feel like I say the same thing every week in my letters to you.. But this week is gonna be different. We were super busy! On monday we worked because they moved p day to tuesday. We went to bacolod for p day and had zone conference in the mission home for the first time in over a year. It was great until there was a black out and elder reyes and I ended up training in a hundred degree room. But the training went well and it was nice when President Lopez expressed to me how well we did. He has never said that before! I think its funny that you say that you can see how much I've grown and improved. I don't see it. I am the same inferior self conscious Tanner I have always been. I think that I have just learned that when I can't do it, God can. Sometimes I really do feel like I am not the one talking and when I look back on lessons, I have no idea why I said the things I did. My patriarchal blessing says that if I seek the Lord sincerely, honestly and often I will be guided. I see that fulfilled every day. That is his promise to all of us... I hope that you all take that promise for how real it really is. I think in the church we just get used to talking about all these blessings that we "can" receive but then we think we have to be perfect to get them. It's not true. All we need is real intent. But anyways, haha we wasted a day this week finding an apartment for the sisters who will be assigned in my area next week. It will be nice to have the extra help. But, I really hope they are cool because it is super hard to wait on needy sisters all the time... I am sure they will be cool. Hopefully good looking too. haha Yesterday we were stoked because we had some investigators come to church that we really were not expecting. It's always nice to see the tender mercies of the Lord. Well. I love you all, I love you all love me too, your always in my prayers. Dueces
Elder Pulsipher
